something or nothing?

Im seriously feeling tired.. mentally and physically. tired but yet can't get to slp is th worse thing ever. hate this th most. but sometimes i just want to be tired, thn have a gd sleep aft being tired.. sound retarded, yes. im really lost and i still come to a decision aft so long. things doesn't seem to get any better. can i take a short break from everything? and I really mean EVERY thing.. really relax, stay away from everything, sit down and think through. maybe I really shld..
have a lot to blog abt for the past few weeks but I can't find a time to! need to get it up soon!
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