because I love you..

reason for everything I do,
reason for why I never gave up,
reason for why I've held on all these while,
reason for how I can forgive and forget,
reason for waiting no matter what it is,
reason for doing anything just for you,
reason for trying my best,
reason for giving my best,
reason for every single thing,
its all because I love you..

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sch's boring! :(

sch's such a boreeeee! wish I can skip sch! hai. so reluctant to go sch lately! anywww, finishing my dvd soon! can't wait to catch th last part :)
天天想你，是好是坏？

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don't understand why..

'You know a woman is truly hurt when she ignores you... silence is her way of handling anger and pain all at once.'
saw this, and I find it rather true.. whenever I'm upset, or angry, I'd just keep quiet. But its kinda hurting cos th other party will be upset too. :(

Was upset since ytd when I knew I had to bade goodbye w th p. time is really going way too fast.. I hate I hate I hate it la! why past so fasttt:( I want all th time w th p. everyweekend without fail I'd feel tht we dint spent enough time!! hai. wish we had a longer weekend.
dvd-ed th whole day tday with my itchy skin!! :(

why does it feels like though we cannot communicate well anymore? quarreling over small stuffs, and made both unhappy. :( hate this. whenever things got on th right track, I'd just wish for it to go on smoothly. thn it had to be other wise. why always like tht? hai.
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new header background! :>

Just changed my picture! Liked it too much! hahah. My boy looks awesome here!! But I don't :(
Will take a nicer one and change again!! Hehe.
Miss th p :( but yay I got a short call frm him <3
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rotrotrot! :<

I'm really rotting like nobody's business tday! class was cancelled bcos lecturer is on mc!! gd!! cos I had a hard time waking up tday, jus when I was abt to force myself up, got a text frm sch and yeah, back to slp :) up at ard 1pm cos I'm really hungryyy! and I shopped online all th way till nw, omg! need to stop!!! cos I'm broke! :(((( hahah. spending too much on clothes!
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boreeeed.

so bored on a sat w no p! :( hai.
spent my day slpg, eating, and shopping online!! th more time I hv, the more I wan to shop, th more I spend!! Boo :(

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exam! :<

p booked out on wed evening and had off on thurs (Y) so of cos yay to me! hahaha. satisfied my craving for koi! but nt our tanning trip :p feeling v lazy!! shall go really soon! :)) left my book at th p's when we're almost reaching my place. and he had to made th way bck to get it jus for my exam tmr and he drove scarily!! <3 <3 swear I was damn quiet throughout th whole journey! I'm so upset tht I caused th trouble! I'm so scared the way he drives!! thankyou b! loveyou tons.
I'm on my way hm in bus! w my stomach growling!! :( maggie from mrng till nw! hai. I wan food! I need food! Been eyeing at th fries on my lap for v LONG! Since I board th fries. Really can't wait to eat! Call me pig I dontcare! Hahhaha.
Faster sunday!! I wanna see th p! <3
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insomnia!

still awake !! omggg :( somebody knock some sense into my head pls. I still don't get it! I really need to sleeep! fishh.
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what's happening?

Everytime, during this period of time, I wld be up till late, thinking of unhappy stuffs and make myself upset. If only, our mind can contain only happy times, and forget abt th unhappy times.. if only people could be perfect, and nt make any mistakes. Yeah, I noe thts nt possible, sucha childish mindset. but who doesn't want?
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th awesome p <3

went sch to hand in my assignment and met nana for shopping aft tht! was super late cos I alight at the wrong station and I had a hard time searching for it! ohmanz. had our brunch somewhr near thr, thn shopping spree starts! bought 2 pants and a tube! we always had a hard time deciding th colours! hahaha. th p came and wanted to surprise me by roaming ard the street himself. but apparently he failed cos he can't find me! but I'm still happy! (: he have nt been doing such silly yet heart melting things for v long! hee. went BHG after tht and got 2 new bra! :)
thankyou, baby! <3
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heeee

I'm beside my darling p nw. and he's cooking me my dinner!!! hehehehehehe. so happy and feel so blessed! <3
Loveyouz, darlingz!
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Moody! :<

thanks to this bear w me, whenever I miss th p.

Sian ah! Missing th p real bad, and kinda restless. I'm tired but I jus can't slp!! Its fridayyyy! But I'm not quite looking forward to it! Hai :(
am so worried of th p la! pls get well. you're a soldier! you need to be strong!
gonna try to slp! creative w sis tmr mrng, gg for a run in th evening, and study for my upcoming btt! hope everything goes well! *cross fingers!
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sweet b (:

I like hw th boy's being a sweetie pie!! (Y) heee. cute and sweet! I think his hormones change ah! Haha :p suddenly so sweet these days! omg. loveyou, darling! thanks for making my day! :))
Anywww, its alre wed! time is really passing damn fast, or maybe, bcos my days were good, and I don't find them hard to pass. tht also means my btt is coming! and I still haven touch on it yet, tsk! :( really gonna start tnight!!
Cooked lunch for sissy and myself, cos I've been eating maggie ever since the last 2weeks almost EVERY single day! (Mon-wed)! I'm really gonna die of msg if I continue doing so! My diet had nvr been so unhealthy before! I mean, eating maggie this often! And I gets hungry v fast! like during th break time, always had to find food to eat! fat shit! Hahha. Jiejie came to pass me th running shoes ytd, I'm gg to runnnn!! But I don't really like the colour :( prolly gonna get the one tht p and I saw! :) hee.
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my weekend not quite fully utilise but, yet good :) met th p on fri, cos he went sci discovery centre w th recruits and came over in th early evening :) sat at my place for a short while and back to p's. was suppose to go for classmates's 21st, but cancelled. I'm lazy to go hm and jus spend th night at p's! slept till kinda late, both nua-ed when we woke up. hahah. silly boy went down to get me a contact lens case cos I had my lens on th whole night! dint really sleep well, cos I don dare to slp! :( eyes were v naughty on tht day, and I hv to be partially blind for a day! tv, rot, and I took a nap cos my eyes are reallyyyyyyy painful and red! steamboat for dinner w p and frens, home! :)
macs brekkie w th p on sun mrng, and toa payoh for koi and hunting for itouch casing. back to p's. lunch. loyang temple, and back to p's again! sunday has nvr been this productive before!
darling p was rather sweet this weekend, though he dint do anything special! hahaha. but can feel tht he's really gd to me! haven had this feeling for a long time! :p
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TGIF

I can't promise I'll be perfect, but I promise I'll give you my best.
yay, its friday! been waiting for long! ohyeah. excited max. onmyway home now! stupid hot weather! can't wait to reach home, hv a gd shower, rest and wait for th p to come over! :>
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