first full time work!

yay, i got a job at cwt just ytd aft interview! cool or whattt. no more interviews to go!!! had being gg ard for intervews th past few days. but im glad i have sis w me for th first one! :) hee.

im so bored at p's nw! :( waiting for th boy to remove his bandage! took a few photos and like this best :D


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back!

back to this space aft so long! nth much happened lately. finished work at cousin's. accompnied p everyday. its jus eat, rot and do nth all day. bck to gaining weight :< fatty me. p got my resume done for me and we applied for a few jobs! but all of them wasn't suitable :( gotta hunt for more. butttt im lazyy :/ desperately need a gd pumps now! cant wait to go aldo and take a look! been t centrepoint's once but dint know hw to appreciate shoes :p both i own now are damn chui alre! one alre spoiled at th front :( jus had driving on thurs n fri. done w parrellel parking!! so happy. cos i tot its th most difficult part but amazingly no! still quite careless on road though! keep forgetting same stuffs :/

i kept thinking and looking forward for things to get better, but no. i see it getting worse.

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too late.

credits to xiaxue!

i find what she say kinda true. especially th part when she says tht men cheat cos they think they wont be caught. and tht cheating is just like cancer, you wan to win it, you cure it early before its all too late.

i really nvr expected and i cnt belive it. it has nvr came across my mind tht such things'd happen. its all the cause of TRUST. its such a strong yet hurtful word. its all too late now. i rmbr asking myself once wht is th most regrettable thing i had in my life. if one day, shld it really fail, thn i hv an ans it.

i sometimes really hate hw fickle minded am i, causing trouble for myself. shldnt it be like one shld make th best decision for ourself? haha, im sucha joke.

had dinner w p & frens last night. and alvin says i slim down!!! ^^ hope i can maintain! hate th fatty meee. all of them are like hungry ghost! complaining hungry even aft dinner. went macs for icecream and chocolate melts. its been a wk plus and i still dont know! hw can! i like chocolate so muchhhh. home aft tht w a heavy bag of fruits! took a cab in th end cos sis says mum's waiting for me and th fruits is really horribly heavy! cnt imagine if th bag breaks or smth ._. lol.

work tday as usual. i forced myself to wake up and go work earlier thinking tht i can finish earlier and acc th boy. but i end up dint hv to! otw hm nw and shall go for a run if sis wans t accompany me!

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nana's 19th/farewell

work on tuesday was kinda fun cos of those colleagues thr lol. keep me entertained! but jus when i tot my workload is decreasing, i hv more work adding on ahhhh. but nvm! tht means i earn more too! ^^
wed was rotting at hm and took an afternoon nap before my day starts... marche for dinner and powerhouse w th schmates for nana loves' bday/farewell! was kinda reluctant at first and it made me think for some time :( wldnt want to go if its nt bcos of nana! took care of tht gal for almost th whole night until i had a terrible headache frm smelling those ciggs and im being took care of instead haha. kinda glad tht these and th previous grp of frens i went with were all v gd! they dont enjoy and don bother bout their frens! (Y)
injured myself too while taking care of nana cos she's so hyper tht i cldnt bother much wht is in front of me. so painful! :( boo!
even had bruises ard it nw! left at ard 2plus and had macs thn cab home w 2 jurongwest-ers and 1 bukitbatok-ers! lol!
slept for less than 2 hours and had to get up for driving alre! hhah i think i can drive better w/o slpg! my parking improved and shut th tchr's mouth up! did a few only he thinks its gd and left for road drive. but he's still th same being an asshole, th next lesson is 2 wks later zz. pekchek!
k i gotta catch some slp nw and wake up to study for sat's paper! wish me luck! :)
and before ending th post..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA LOVES!

please stay strong and smile more! im waiting for th happy cheerful and active nana to be bck! <3

i woke up missing u terribly and feeling kinda lost. i dontknow if i shld or not.


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so vexedddddd

its mondayyyy! *yawns. woke up and prepare for work already. but changed my mind aft tht and decided to go to sch instead to register for my supp paper this sat cos im nt sure if tday is th last day! tht stupid email is so messy grr no one will uds wht are they trying saying!
th weather tday is so hot like as if its on fire. cnt stand this kinda weather! wish everywhr has got aircon!! k im dreaming :p
guesa im gonna skip running tday!! hw to run when i don even feel like stepping out of th house!
th boy is sure gonna nag me :/
im so broke recently! so sad to see my bank decreasing everyday :( mum's 40-50 a wk couldnt even last me for th whole wk! i alre need 20 for travelling! :< everywk keep negative hw can my bank nt decrease tsk! miss sch days! days when i get richer and richer! boo!
wkends were over too fast in a blink of eye. th boy sprained his leg when he booked out on sat! hw silly can he be? he text me until fell into th drain!!! zz lol. cnt stop laughing when i see him!! for th fact tht he fell into th drain cos he was texting instead of tripping to smth lol! gd thing his parents managed to convince him to chinese physician and yay it's better nw :)
though its a stuck hm day but, i like hw rot tgt in ur arms!! :)) wished th day wont end..
jp on sun w th boy cos he had to collect his race pack for a race on sun. shopped a lil thn bck t p's for dinner n rest before he book in!
had another fren just broke up over th wkends.. sighh. what is happening lately, srsly? im much more affected nw :( i seem t hv phobia towards these kinda things nw! damn :<

hahaha. th 'fell into drain' cnt make me stop laughing!

so poor thing!

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