boo!

hate how it tears us apart! boo :<

jus realise i haven been blogging for v long! my everyday is jus slp eat work! ohmanz. this is th 3rd week im wkg alre! time is passing way too fastt. and best thing is, im late almost everyday without knowing tt thr'll be a pay cut ._. zomg. k tt aside.

had hiccups for almost th whole day ytd! on and off. so irritating. and its v v loud when ure talking and u sudd hiccup with ur mouth open. 1 of my colleague actually tot i burp!!! hahaha omg. im such a joke! thn this 2 gals decided to give me a scare to help my hiccup to stop! and it amazingly works!!!! hahah. lunch tday was so horrible tt i dint had a gd lunch! and was feeling hungry before knocking off :( terrible. need t keep sm snacks t standby!

many things had happen t p and i for th past few weeks but im gald its over and we're doing fine nw. pls pls pls i hope things will really be fine. really dontwant anymore of those. its like a nightmare! ohgod.

aiming 1 v pretty wallet nowz! kept looking at th pictures everyday!!! thinking if i shld get it! hahaha. cos im kinda sick of long wallets and it kinda heavy :( hnmm...

k bye gtg go rest/sleep! if nt ill feel sleepy at work tmr!
flyday tmr!! :>

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th saddest time

literally broke down ytd. really cnt control anymore. cnt stop crying and crying and thinking all th negative things. like how'd i be like w/o th boy. and all th unhappiness happening adding on made it worse. eyes were v v v sweollen this mrng! boo :( thankgod for the eye drop. kept using it trying to make it better.
realise im bcoming more n more possessive. i dunoe why too :( i selfish-ly wan every hr min sec. hai. really really v afraid of losing you.. its gonna be terrible :(
p, im sorry.. sorry for all the unhappiness lately sorry for all the conflicts sorry for all the things caused by me D: hai.
suddenly feel v afraid of losing you.
if only we could reset things at times like hw we reset games.. i'd still want to be with the boy, butt ill make it better..
done w first day of work as a logistics officer!! from logistics coordinator to logistics service coordinator to logistics officer. so confused w all the names! learn quite a lil stuffs tday. but rot for almost 3/4 of th day doing nth! even have th time to take a short nap. too relaxed!