Its the second time i'm living without mum at home! I miss mom! I feel weird without her at home! Sigh. So dad woke me up early in the morning at ard 5am, to creative to help out. So i've to do mum's job, it isnt easy at all ): but nvm, its okay, i'll learn and try to pick up as soon as possible and help as much as i could during the absence of my mum. So home aft tht, bathed, rest and visit mum. Home at 9 aft mum slept. Get well soon please mummy! You seriously scare the shit out of me last night! Just feeling pain in the leg, and u actually end up in the hospital with high blood pressure and other problems. Till thn.

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21april;
So studied in the morning, and thn waited fr my laptop to arrive. Unfortunately, something went wrong. So i can't use my new lappy yet ): tsk. yknow how irritating is it when u can only look at it and you can't use it?! grr. Waited for sister to finish sch and went down to imm to confront the person. Problem not solved though, but still waiting for the saleswoman's call. CALL ME SOON PLEASE. hahah. Okay, so went tut at ard 7pm, finished ard 10.30. Thn i received daddy's call saying tht mum is going to the hospital, wanted to follow her down, but she refused and insist tht i must stay at hme with sister to accompany her ): Sister slept very fast, and i waited to them to be back home. Called dad at around 12plus to ask how is mum, and he said he was told by the doctor tht she might need an operation. like OMG?! couldn't sleep, until ard 1am. Dad cameback at 3am, took a short nap and yes its the next day!

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i wish you were here.