i hate goodbyes.

hello world! my blog is gonna be alivealivealive!!! had been spending all my time with p, stadium for a run, shopping, p's anddddddd going to places i wanna go, food i wanna eat!! thankyou, baby! from the day we start to go out, p is always bringing me to places i wanna go/eat even until now. awesome? (Y)
so, p's like finally or what enlisted! good or bad? (: or ):? sent him off this morning. so reluctant to see him go ): hahah. okay, now i have time for my own things! im maybe gonna look for a job, bbdc for theory and thn practical, and maybe shopping with sissy?! (she's so gonna shop like crazy! cos im so available for her! hahahah.) no 12hrs of spending time tgt, no seeing p frm start of the day to the end of the day, no catching drama with p in his arms, no hugs and kisses, no whispering iloveyou, no surprising me with food! ))))): butttt, if p is not gonna be enlisted thn we wont even have the chance to spend so much time tgt! rightrightright! hahahah. endure endure! 24th will come soon!! ((:
p's images in my mind, p's smell on his jacket, p's face on my wallpaper and p's passport size photo! ): see, he's seems around, rightrightright. hahahah.
goodbye, p. seeyou, in 2 weeks time.
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i'll rmbr what you say, bcos ill nvr forget how u made me tear and thn urself!