me or you?

am kinda happy p is having a week of break till next wed! :)
we went baibai at loyang and tamp to look for my shoe, but no, I dint manage to find it :( I end my day w pastamania for dinner! finally!!
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I've been thinking all the way back, rewinding back all th things tht happened each day or maybe each week. I really wonder how can love, though just a very simple four letter word can cause so much things?
isit you or me. conflict, unhappiness, complains, arguments or whtever is it. wht actually went wrong. It was nvr tht bad, it really kept me in deep thoughts. I kept as quiet as I can today, and I realise actually everything was still almost the same. nthg much have changed. maybe I shld be lil more understanding, so tht I'll make it better. It was probably me, the one who's asking for more, wanting everything to be perfect, wanting you to still be the best like before, but ppl do change, it will either be better or worse. bcos I myself too, had changed for better/worse? but, I still feel something is lacking, blocking in btwn.. which might never make it better? there's too much things tht one can nvr have enough.
It was again bcos of love, one did it out of love, but dint bother whether it is a right thing anot, just bcos afraid of losing..
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