satisfied.

am kinda satisfied with myelf. i complete all my work according to plan. nw just 2 more to go. these 3 days really productive, and useful!! i wont be able to finish without it, really. couldnt get to slp last night. and tot of a few things tht i really need to do to myself. (badly craving for koi these few days, i must be mad)
i need to try to sleep lesser. im spending too much time sleeping. yes, its a good thing because im getting rest. but it shortens my energy span.
i need to go back to my previous healthy lifestyle, when i still goes exercise at least once a week. i fall sick too often and too easily. i just started sch like 4 or 5 mnths ago, and ive fallen sick for already 3 times?
i need to learn not to procrastinate work, for real. though i always try not to, but end up i still did.
i need to change not to trust one easily, even though its someone who's close to you.
i need to stop thinking negative all the time.
and, i need to stand up and walk with confidence once again.. i wont be beaten down so easily, right?

imissyou, my dear boy..
i miss the smile truely from your heart.
i miss you doing silly things.
i miss you giving me the warmest hug i can ever get.
i miss you giving me the heart-melting kiss i can ever get.
i miss bickering with you,
thn we'll end up smiling again.
all in all, i just miss everything about you!
2 more days to weekends!
i cant wait!