I finally get to talk to th p last night. and I'm feeling kinda happy :)) I realise, I always miss him on a wednesday! thn when thurs comes, ill get all excited and waiting to know when and what time is he booking out, thn make plans to meet him and all! Its becoming like a routine!! hee.
went plazasing w nana & meiyi aft sch! ajisen ramen for late brunch and am on my way homeee! not much of a shopping tday! jus wanna meet and talk. haven met for really long ever since cny clothes shopping! gonna go on a shopping date soon! maybe next week? hee.
If only I have shopping allowance every month, wa hw nice man! shop at once and spend it all! shiooook! butt, I think thts kinda impossible hor? Boo! :(
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Thursday, March 31, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
upset! :<
hai. so upset tht I really got no mood for anything. why isit tht this time it feels so distant and wierd. can feel th barrier. :(
sorry, b :(
really miss th p badly. boo! :<
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sorry, b :(
really miss th p badly. boo! :<
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changing my mindset!
Stop looking back on the past, because no matter how you do, you can`t go back there anyway.
So why not work somthing out to make it better. It might be better than the past.
So why not work somthing out to make it better. It might be better than the past.
Yes, am changing my mindset, to make myself feel better, to make things not look that bad :)
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Monday, March 28, 2011
never felt so vexed before :<
I can no longer mask myself well. I'm being found out for being upset, troubled.
I'm a loser and I fail downright bad :)
This.is.me.
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I'm a loser and I fail downright bad :)
This.is.me.
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Friday, March 25, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
D:
I really wonder, hw did u actually do it without blinking your eye! it seems to be easy-peasy for you. ohdamn. suck, totally!
I feel like gg on a short getaway to batam! any public holiday??!! :(
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I feel like gg on a short getaway to batam! any public holiday??!! :(
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Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Scary :<
omg! I'm being followed by a sec sch kid this evening!! >:( so scary pls. what's w th world nowadays!! damn. so scared tht i ask mummy to go bus stop and acc me home!! haha.
so glad tht sch's been alright till now! new module on logistics!! finally! its alre wed tday! can't wait for fri and see th p! :>
love friday nights when we'll meet and hv dinner thn watch tv tgt ^^
so tired and sleepy now! and waiting for th p's text!! it already 24hours since i last communicate w him :( hai.
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so glad tht sch's been alright till now! new module on logistics!! finally! its alre wed tday! can't wait for fri and see th p! :>
love friday nights when we'll meet and hv dinner thn watch tv tgt ^^
so tired and sleepy now! and waiting for th p's text!! it already 24hours since i last communicate w him :( hai.
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Tuesday, March 22, 2011
th thing btwn boy and girl.
came across this blog and saw smth rather interesting. and I kinda agree to it too!
when boys want a breakup, they say :
1) We've drifted apart.
2) You'll find a better one. (Bullshit!) Its jus an excuse.
3) feelings fade.
4) I can't cope.
and etc.
come to think of it, most of th breakups when it was th guy who initiated it, mostly gave these reason.
haha why can't they just say 'I don't love you anymore'
Damn. Its kinda hurting to a gal. But, ohmy, reasons tht they gave just make a gal feel tht they're jus giving excuses!
Whereas gals. I think they're kinda more straightforward. They'd just ask for a breakup( I think so)
But, when gals say:
1) Feelings fade
2) Drifting apart.
Etc.
They actually said it bcos they care abt th r/s, yes? and they want to do smth t make it better instead of wanting a breakup. But guys'd normally think tht its th gals who doesn't love th guy as much anymore. Oh dear. Thts abt r/s. I realise tht, in a r/s there cnt be any cracks, bcos it'll be kinda unstable aft tht. But which r/s doesn't have? Well, I mean, once or twice, is still fine. But if th cracks gets deeper and more fragile, thn tht shows th th r/s is getting more fragile too! Sighh. but who wants tht, right? :(
If only every couple could sit down, face and talk every single problem and make up, thnn I think every r/s would be perfect!! :/ but, thts quite impossible, right? Thts th sad part :(
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when boys want a breakup, they say :
1) We've drifted apart.
2) You'll find a better one. (Bullshit!) Its jus an excuse.
3) feelings fade.
4) I can't cope.
and etc.
come to think of it, most of th breakups when it was th guy who initiated it, mostly gave these reason.
haha why can't they just say 'I don't love you anymore'
Damn. Its kinda hurting to a gal. But, ohmy, reasons tht they gave just make a gal feel tht they're jus giving excuses!
Whereas gals. I think they're kinda more straightforward. They'd just ask for a breakup( I think so)
But, when gals say:
1) Feelings fade
2) Drifting apart.
Etc.
They actually said it bcos they care abt th r/s, yes? and they want to do smth t make it better instead of wanting a breakup. But guys'd normally think tht its th gals who doesn't love th guy as much anymore. Oh dear. Thts abt r/s. I realise tht, in a r/s there cnt be any cracks, bcos it'll be kinda unstable aft tht. But which r/s doesn't have? Well, I mean, once or twice, is still fine. But if th cracks gets deeper and more fragile, thn tht shows th th r/s is getting more fragile too! Sighh. but who wants tht, right? :(
If only every couple could sit down, face and talk every single problem and make up, thnn I think every r/s would be perfect!! :/ but, thts quite impossible, right? Thts th sad part :(
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Monday, March 21, 2011
hoho
im on mummy's iphone! haaa totally treat it as if its mine! put my login for twitter ebuddy as well! :p cant wait for it t be jail-breaked! thn can play more games!! im missing th p nowww! :(
I hope it maintains.
I'm glad tht its well now. and you finally speak up. I've been waiting for some time, and I know you definitely will.
felt rather guilty and disappointed tht I'm not thr for you when you needed me, when you're upset. sighh.
I won't ask for anything now. I just hope everything to be back on track and go on smoothly like how we used to.
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felt rather guilty and disappointed tht I'm not thr for you when you needed me, when you're upset. sighh.
I won't ask for anything now. I just hope everything to be back on track and go on smoothly like how we used to.
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Friday, March 18, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Nostalgic D:
I was clearing my other phone and looking through those text when we started dating p sent. I can't help but to really put on a wide smile on my face. Cos.. Those text were really sweeet. Nothing beats them. Telling me hw much u love me, showing hw much u cared bout me, showing me hw much u really want to be w me, showing me hw happy u are to have me and showing me hw much I mean to and of cos, many more. They were all simple and sweet. Till nw, I still cnt get it off my mind. Just tht could make me th happiest woman in th world, feels so princess-y. Well.. things definitely change aft some time.. buttt, I din expect it to be tht soon though.
was thinking bout some stuff last night cos I can't go to slp! what happened on sunday really cannot get off my mind. it was really heart breaking much. but I can't do anything. I was tearing on my journey back from pasir ris, and I was thinking through lots of things. all th things tht had happened, how we walked our journey through, etc.. I must say tht it wasn't a easy one. but, I still made it through and I'm still always v looking forward t meet th boy and feel really sad whenever we have to part for him to book in.
I kinda envy treshie & zk actually. and I really salute them. They've been tgt for really long and everytime I see them, they give me a feeling tht they just got tgt. I see tht as a successful r/s. :)
I hate hw I always like to procrastinate things and they all rolled up into a snowball nowww. It is not easy to break them down now. but I feel tht there is a need for smth. can someone tell me wht to do? boo :(
really miss tht boy much, sighh. but th thought of finally having a proper weekend bring me through th day :)) k exam tmr, I hope I do good! N I hope th p is booking out tmr! so I can see him!
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was thinking bout some stuff last night cos I can't go to slp! what happened on sunday really cannot get off my mind. it was really heart breaking much. but I can't do anything. I was tearing on my journey back from pasir ris, and I was thinking through lots of things. all th things tht had happened, how we walked our journey through, etc.. I must say tht it wasn't a easy one. but, I still made it through and I'm still always v looking forward t meet th boy and feel really sad whenever we have to part for him to book in.
I kinda envy treshie & zk actually. and I really salute them. They've been tgt for really long and everytime I see them, they give me a feeling tht they just got tgt. I see tht as a successful r/s. :)
I hate hw I always like to procrastinate things and they all rolled up into a snowball nowww. It is not easy to break them down now. but I feel tht there is a need for smth. can someone tell me wht to do? boo :(
really miss tht boy much, sighh. but th thought of finally having a proper weekend bring me through th day :)) k exam tmr, I hope I do good! N I hope th p is booking out tmr! so I can see him!
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Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Happy 22nd boy! :>
took th whole of last week planning for p's 22nd, doing assignment and studying for exam! hurhur, I feel so smart to be able to cope! ^^
everything went well, only till p's bro and mum had to make things too obvious T.T omg, cnt stop complaining :( and th me who cannot handle this kinda things starts to panick and yeah obviously will tend to give a little of myself away. k wtv, but what matters most is th p enjoyed at th end of th day and seeing th smile on his face :) I know, he'll definitely be happy to be able to see his frens.
was really grateful to treshie & zk. they both really helped me a lot! <3 setting th chalet up, getting ready to surprise th p, gg town w me jus to go icing room t do th cake, and brainstorming th amt of food. heh.
but everything's over in a blink of eye! I dint hv enough fun! :p
kinda relieved when th boy was saying hw happy he was and hw much he like th pressie I got for him, esp th band!! :))
k I can't wait for th p to book out this weekend! I.WANT.TO.GO.ON.A.DATE.WITH.YOU. WE.REALLY.NEED.TO! I miss us holding hands walking th whole day long! so gonna plan th weekends to make it a fruitful one! gotta get a new thumbdrive for myself and th p, since I lost his! sis lost my first red harddisk, which was only less than a year old! :( uncle lost my 8gb thumbdrive! damn! :< so deprieved of one nw. still v upset over losing th p's thumbdrive! our zoo, uss and when we first started's photos! ohmannnn. :< maybeeeee, we shld go again one day? :p my jurassic park water ride!! hahahah.
anddd, its th p's day tday! :>
gonna end my post withhhhhh,
Happy 22nd boyyy!
we're 3years apart again... :<
every year's tday, we're 3years apart. every year's nov, we're 2years apart! hahaha. I feel so retarded nw :/
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everything went well, only till p's bro and mum had to make things too obvious T.T omg, cnt stop complaining :( and th me who cannot handle this kinda things starts to panick and yeah obviously will tend to give a little of myself away. k wtv, but what matters most is th p enjoyed at th end of th day and seeing th smile on his face :) I know, he'll definitely be happy to be able to see his frens.
was really grateful to treshie & zk. they both really helped me a lot! <3 setting th chalet up, getting ready to surprise th p, gg town w me jus to go icing room t do th cake, and brainstorming th amt of food. heh.
but everything's over in a blink of eye! I dint hv enough fun! :p
kinda relieved when th boy was saying hw happy he was and hw much he like th pressie I got for him, esp th band!! :))
k I can't wait for th p to book out this weekend! I.WANT.TO.GO.ON.A.DATE.WITH.YOU. WE.REALLY.NEED.TO! I miss us holding hands walking th whole day long! so gonna plan th weekends to make it a fruitful one! gotta get a new thumbdrive for myself and th p, since I lost his! sis lost my first red harddisk, which was only less than a year old! :( uncle lost my 8gb thumbdrive! damn! :< so deprieved of one nw. still v upset over losing th p's thumbdrive! our zoo, uss and when we first started's photos! ohmannnn. :< maybeeeee, we shld go again one day? :p my jurassic park water ride!! hahahah.
anddd, its th p's day tday! :>
gonna end my post withhhhhh,
Happy 22nd boyyy!
we're 3years apart again... :<
every year's tday, we're 3years apart. every year's nov, we're 2years apart! hahaha. I feel so retarded nw :/
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Friday, March 11, 2011
annoyed! :@
veryveryvery much annoyed by your behavior! omg -_-
so annoyed that i cant do anything now.
exam later at 2pm. totally not prepared.
For this mood, going for exam, i hope at least i get a pass, and im contented enough.
so annoyed that i cant do anything now.
exam later at 2pm. totally not prepared.
For this mood, going for exam, i hope at least i get a pass, and im contented enough.
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Upset! :<
haiz. im srsly v upset now! omg downright, I swear! why am I so forgetful?! why do I keep losing things! and worse, other ppl's things most of th time! grr omg. I shld just bang th wall and die! srsly... :((( I hope p is nt mad at me, omg. kept procrastinating to return it to him end up losing it, fml! :<
but I did all I could to find it. call th librarian, ask th librarian to call those ppl who uses th comp! Ohgoddd. Im thinking if I shld post notice ard th sch! maybe I shld!
Ok, enough of sad stories. some first half of happy story before tht thing happens and end my day sadly.
got few loots w sis from bodyshop warehouse sales! kinda regret not getting th fragrance.. smells rather nice!
went adidas aft tht, sis and I got a jacket each! mad broke le, srsly! managed to contact korkor, so 30% of disc!
yeah thts about it, onmyway home and dint see th thumbdrive in my wallet thn I realise it..
srsly upset!
I'm v v v v v v v v v v v v X100000000000000000000 or infinity sorry, p! I know tht won't help th thumbdrive t come bck, buttt, arghh I really dunoe wht to do! :(
I hope miracle happens!
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but I did all I could to find it. call th librarian, ask th librarian to call those ppl who uses th comp! Ohgoddd. Im thinking if I shld post notice ard th sch! maybe I shld!
Ok, enough of sad stories. some first half of happy story before tht thing happens and end my day sadly.
got few loots w sis from bodyshop warehouse sales! kinda regret not getting th fragrance.. smells rather nice!
went adidas aft tht, sis and I got a jacket each! mad broke le, srsly! managed to contact korkor, so 30% of disc!
yeah thts about it, onmyway home and dint see th thumbdrive in my wallet thn I realise it..
srsly upset!
I'm v v v v v v v v v v v v X100000000000000000000 or infinity sorry, p! I know tht won't help th thumbdrive t come bck, buttt, arghh I really dunoe wht to do! :(
I hope miracle happens!
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Thursday, March 3, 2011
in a blink of eye, its thurs!! th p had fieldcamp th whole of this week. and im glad tht he'll be back tmr. you cannot imagine hw busy he is, and there's only malaysia network thr!!
sis had off on mon and tues. so we went creative on mon. thn shopping on tues!
hee finally bought the burberry bag!! we both walked up and down in the shop deciding which size to get and couldnt make up our mind! and sis is so unhappy now tht we had to get th small one!! cos th big one is really big! hahahah. mum changed her mind and sponsored us 200!! thn th rest sis and i split! kinda regret tht i dint buy it on my own now! opps. hahhah. really pretty! and its still resting in the dustbag now! went to look for the polo tees as well and i couldnt decide on the colour again! zz. gonna go w th p one day and ask him to decide for me! heee. but i bet end up, i still have to decide on my own.
k i got to finish up my brunch and go study! accountings exam tmr!
though i dont have school for 3 weeks, but i still have to hand in my assignment on every wed, and exam on fri! ohmanz, i hope i can cope!
sis had off on mon and tues. so we went creative on mon. thn shopping on tues!
hee finally bought the burberry bag!! we both walked up and down in the shop deciding which size to get and couldnt make up our mind! and sis is so unhappy now tht we had to get th small one!! cos th big one is really big! hahahah. mum changed her mind and sponsored us 200!! thn th rest sis and i split! kinda regret tht i dint buy it on my own now! opps. hahhah. really pretty! and its still resting in the dustbag now! went to look for the polo tees as well and i couldnt decide on the colour again! zz. gonna go w th p one day and ask him to decide for me! heee. but i bet end up, i still have to decide on my own.
k i got to finish up my brunch and go study! accountings exam tmr!
though i dont have school for 3 weeks, but i still have to hand in my assignment on every wed, and exam on fri! ohmanz, i hope i can cope!
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