you dont know..

driving was bad tday :< can feel like im hopeless t the instructor alre.. so badly affected tht i cant drive properly.. no wonder ppl always says dont drive when u dont feel alright. mood affects driving alot.. :< hai.
was feeling so damn annoyed last night :@ and mum had t add on keep pressing me abt my degree. i srsly dowan to study for th sake of you and for the sake of money. i wan to study bcos i really want to. only lik tht thn will i enjoy studying and put my heart into it. money sometimes dont hv th power to force myself to do certain things.
really need t quickly get a job and decide my route again..
nth is right. nth is perfect. im willing to giv in, forgive and forget. but are you willing to change?
thankyou b, for all those sweetie words last night. it kind of made me cheerup and smile though it made me teared. thankyou for assuring me you're with me no matter what happens, where i am. i love you always and as much. and im glad you're facing ur NS positively now and at th same time having to make me happy i noe its not easy. thankyou my love. thankyou my pillar. thankyou for standing strong. thankyou for letting me know i still hv you to rely on. thankyou, my awesome boy <3